Rain

I hate rain.

I hate hearing the rain drops fall.  People say they like sleeping to the sound of rain, but it just drives me crazy.  I hate driving in rain, I hate the cold, I hate getting wet.  Rain means no sunshine, no heat, no HAPPINESS.  hahaha jk

But I really do hate the rain.  Traffic goes slower.  The skies get darker.  Going outside means taking an umbrella with you.  And layering for warmth.  It's as if rain is the equivalent of Dementors.  I imagine rainy weather when I think of a dementor attack.

SUNSHINE WHERE YOU AT!

Wheezy

On a Sunday morning where I wake up grumpy, Mr. Weezy F. Baby cheers me up with an interesting line.  Thank you Lil' Wayne.



I lost my mind
It's somewhere out there stranded
I think you stand under me
If you don't understand me
Had my heart broken by this woman named Tammy
But Ho's gon be Ho's, so I couldn't blame Tammy

J. Cole Concert

Tight.
Perfect song to illustrate my night:

Ugh

I've never felt so distraught and sorry for myself before.  I can't help but to have feelings of HATE, and then start to feel bad that I hated, and then start to feel bad for myself because of the situation I'm in.  I am not a victim.  If I truly believed in what I speak, I should brush this off my shoulder and move on, unaffected through my lack of emotions.

But I can't help but feel like complete shit.  Never have I felt so betrayed.  I've never not-NOT-cared this much before.  I really feel like I've been done wrong in this situation.

And then I think of times where I've done other people wrong...
Definitely can't victimize myself.

Yeah but I've never hated other people because of ONE person before.  This is a first.  I'll get over it.  Don't you just hate it when you know someone so well, and that you are probably the one person that knows this person best?  Not because you're a psycho, but because no one else really knows.  No one knows the ugliness inside.  Yeah, not saying I do, but definitely sucks to be in that position.

Get me OUT!

Cole World 2

I wouldn't say that you a ho
just made a ho decision

Wish Me Luck

I need it.

jk Give me prayer.

I need it.

Man...

Such a shit week.
I feel depressed.

Babyface

If you didn't know, Babyface is the reason for the huge success that was known as Boyz II Men. B2M pretty much wanted to ditch Babyface after a couple of albums because they wanted to prove their worth and show the world that they were as equally talented without Babyface - but they tanked after that happened. Pretty much, Babyface is the R&B-Baby-Making-Music king. He is my reason for breathing. HAHAHA jk He's pretty damn sexy though.