J. Cole Concert

Tight.
Perfect song to illustrate my night:

Ugh

I've never felt so distraught and sorry for myself before.  I can't help but to have feelings of HATE, and then start to feel bad that I hated, and then start to feel bad for myself because of the situation I'm in.  I am not a victim.  If I truly believed in what I speak, I should brush this off my shoulder and move on, unaffected through my lack of emotions.

But I can't help but feel like complete shit.  Never have I felt so betrayed.  I've never not-NOT-cared this much before.  I really feel like I've been done wrong in this situation.

And then I think of times where I've done other people wrong...
Definitely can't victimize myself.

Yeah but I've never hated other people because of ONE person before.  This is a first.  I'll get over it.  Don't you just hate it when you know someone so well, and that you are probably the one person that knows this person best?  Not because you're a psycho, but because no one else really knows.  No one knows the ugliness inside.  Yeah, not saying I do, but definitely sucks to be in that position.

Get me OUT!

Cole World 2

I wouldn't say that you a ho
just made a ho decision

Wish Me Luck

I need it.

jk Give me prayer.

I need it.

Man...

Such a shit week.
I feel depressed.

Babyface

If you didn't know, Babyface is the reason for the huge success that was known as Boyz II Men. B2M pretty much wanted to ditch Babyface after a couple of albums because they wanted to prove their worth and show the world that they were as equally talented without Babyface - but they tanked after that happened. Pretty much, Babyface is the R&B-Baby-Making-Music king. He is my reason for breathing. HAHAHA jk He's pretty damn sexy though.